On a mission started by my own admission

I will leave you all behind

By direction I'll create my own protection

The real me you'll never find

Aspirations turn to fear and desperation

Nothing's ever good enough for you

You'll only see what I want you to

On a mission to establish my attrition

You may think that you have won

Your rejection has brought on my introspection

I'll escape I'll only run

Accusations may destroy my motivation

I can feel it when you're pushing me

Only I know which me you'll see

Break away

Run

Down inside

I've got to

Push it way

Down

I did not choose this, God Dammit

I don't really know

What I want to say

I can't afford the throw

Can't make it go away now

Try to make it through

Fuck your decision

I can't feel myself

But I'm burning up now

Never gonna