Lately, I think I was over

Time in my chest, beating slower

Like the clouds, see color of them fading out

Fading out

Ooh, the heavy heart I carried went over your head

And over mine

(Regret)

I counted the days she left like a prisoner

Etching markings on my skin with an old knife, scratching

(Forget)

You see I wanted the physical to match the psychological

And yet no matter how hard I dug, I still could not match that pain

(Regret)

I longed for reasons, I sung with demons

I sat in a dark, dusty room barely moving, breathing

(Forget)

I chewed threw my own umbilical cord, attached to her naval

I wanted to be separate

Ooh, oh I think my mind is leaking

Ooh, solitude is so depleting

I did it to myself

I know that you were faithful

I did it for my health

How come I'm still unstable?

And fallen far from help

A suicidal angel

Exhaust my wings and fell

Falling so ungraceful

Banished into hell

I wish that I could stop crying

They say that the body is 70% water

I feel like I must've reduced mine by a considerable fraction

Newton's Third Theory states that

"For every action, there must be an equal

And opposite counter-reaction"

And so I re-traced my steps

And try to find reasons, in the arms of my demons

'Cause I can't find healing, if I can't find meaning

A conundrum leaning on my dumb numb feelings

Have a noose high-beaming, when I hung from ceilings

When I run from demons, that are living in my head and escape

Fate and disaparate

Evaporate, evacuate

And then activate

Fate, but it cut the breaks

Now, I'm driving my universe into a lake

And the weight, weight of the world, don't wait

We make mistakes when it's all at stake

For goodness sakes, a double take

But, I don't want to eat that cake

I ruminate inside meaning

To illuminate a dark mind

I communicate without speaking

And I've seen so much, I went blind eyed

Why?

I'm living a lie

And my mind it is hungry, it's hungry, for my-

Sanity, my sanity, I-

And my mind it is hungry, and I don't why

Deep breathe

Time stops

A broken, et cetera, dot, dot, dot

I feel it, consuming, I can't stop

Dot, dot, dot, the lines join the dots

And I'm tying knots (I did it to myself)

And divide and multiply

Square the root of Pi

Beat the puzzle (I know, I know)

I tried to keep my mind focused on the line

Hopscotch and Pop Rocks

I take shots of tear drops (I did it to myself)

When I drop, a pill pop (I know, I know)

I find peace, and time stops

(I know, I know, I know, I kn-)