Doubting, unsettling and turning around

Is this the role that you wanted to live?

I was foolish to ask for so much

Without the protection and infancy's guard

It all falls apart at first touch

Watching the reel as it comes to a close

Brutally taking it's time

People who change for no reason at all

Happening all of the time

Can I go on with this train of events?

Disturbing and purging my mind

Back out of my duties when all's said and done

I know that I'll lose every time

Moving along in our God given ways

Safety is sat by the fire

Sanctuary from these feverish smiles

Left with a mark on the door

Is this the gift that I wanted to give?

Forgive and forget's what they teach

Or pass through the deserts and wastelands once more

And watch as they drop by the beach

Turning around to the next set of lives