I know it's a bad idea

But how can I help myself?

Been inside for most this year

And I thought a few drinks, they might help

It's been a while, my dear

Dealin' with the cards life dealt

I'm still holdin' back these tears

While my friends are somewhere else

I pictured this year a little bit different, wedded in February

I step in the bar, it hit me so hard, oh, how can it be this heavy?

Every song reminds me you're gone, and I feel the lump form in my throat

'Cause I'm here alone

Just dancin' with my eyes closed

So I'll keep dancin' with my-

Delusion is here again

And I think you'll come home soon

A word brings me right back in

Then it's only me that's in this room

I guess I could just pretend

The colours are more than blue

But I lost more than my friend

I can't help but missin' you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I pictured this month a little bit different, no one is ever ready

And when it unfolds, you get in a hole, oh, how can it be this heavy?

Everything changes, nothing's the same, except the truth is now you're gone

And life just goes on

So I'm dancin' with my eyes closed

They're shutting the bar, they're cleanin' the floor, and everyone is already home

But I'm on my own

Still dancin' with my eyes closed

Time is movin' so slow

Oh, I keep dancin' with my