I've this creeping

Suspicion that things here are not as they seem

Reassure me

Oh, why do I feel as if I'm in too deep?

Now, I've been praying

For some way to show them

I'm not what they see

Yes I have done wrong

But what I did I thought needed be done

I swear

Oh, unholy day

If I leave now I might get away

Oh but, this weighs on me

As heavy as stone and as blue as I go

If not I'll go

I will go alone

A long way

Oh, from that fool's mistake

and now forever pay

No, run

I will run and I'll be OK

I will go a long way

To bury the past

For I don't want to pay

Oh, how I wish this

To turn back the clock

And do over again

Now, I'm just wondering if you'd come along

hold up my head when my head won't hold on

I'll go alone

I need so

To stay in your arms see you smile hold you close

And now it weighs on me

As heavy as stone and a bone chilling cold

Tell me you will