I really shouldn't have called, forgive me I was drunk

Shouldn't be drinking at all, but I thought it'd be fun

I've been thinking a lot about the things that you said

I've been thinking a lot, I can't get out my head

I find it so sad, how low I can get

How I can get so mad, when I seem to forget

To be honest, I'm not even sure how I got here

Now I promise, I didn't care to know

But I wanted something normal and special and precious and real

I wanted something to prove them wrong

And I find it so sad, how low I can get

How I can get so mad, that I seem to forget

About me

Everyone says about

There's only so much grieving and ghosting

And leaving a girl can fucking take

Believe me, I'm moving through motions, my mind's been in a daze

I've been pulling molars tryin' to get some break

I've been moving mountains trying to change my ways

I've been trying to change my ways

And I find it so sad (so sad), how low I can get (so mad)

How I get so mad, that I seem to forget

I gave up so much (so sad), but not the regret (so mad)