I feel so unfun

I won't even smoke a blunt

The last time i went to a party

I sat in the kitchen and rearranged the pantry

I feel so outrun

So many things I haven't done

And here I am at a kids party

I feel so undesired

Never been one to light the fire in someone else

And I've always been by myself

But I guess that's fine

I guess that's finе

I just wanna feel like you know that I'm reliable

Did I do it - a good job?

I just wanna feel likе you know that I can play the part

And every time i talk to someone i feel like i have to flee

The smartest and most well spoken person

That they've ever seen

And even when I'm all alone I still don't feel like me

I'm always performing

But did I do it? Did I do a good job?