The shock value shook me off

Adrenaline like a rookie cop

Can I turn the siren on, please

Never before have I been so secure with my reactionary inability

And she's killin' me again

It's the same old tale

I've been murdered a million times

Some how I keep coming back to life

Same mountain, I continue to climb

And I'm not as confused as I am considerate

Back and forth between my cigarette and her clitoris

I'm workin' on both like it's nobody's business

Such an odd way to gain god's forgiveness

And all of my friends believe I should forgive myself

They insist that I've done nothing wrong

But I'm not convinced 'till I finish every bottle on the shelf

And I've run out of reasons to write my songs

And all of her friends think I'm holdin' her back

It's beautiful, but they don't know the half

They're barely aware of a fraction

Blinded by dramatics

Ignoring all the passion

Wooden ships, on the water

Rescue me

The clash of the titans

To balance the excitement

Challenge the enlightenment

And flash my vice grips

Maintenance man, keepin' faith in my plan

If it's possible, I'll fix it

And if not, then I'll kick it

There was a time I would follow wind into a storm

And all I wanted was for someone to keep me warm

But now I'm torn by my tolerance

I fight with my head

I don't need to pollinate a flower that's dead

And everyone I've built up, I watched wilt

And everyone that has built me is killin' me

And as much as I love her

Neither one of us should suffer

So I'm a glue both the wings back on and watch her flutter

Go fly butterfly

Don't cry shut your eyes

Gonna watch each other die

Before we give it another try

Hover little hummingbird

Dart through the sky

I've been under the thumb

It's no wonder I'm still shy